There is always light at the end of the darkness

"You saved me, I can't thank you enough"

Something set me off earlier, so I drew this while the internet was out, I'm sorry

Note to all friends-You don't know how much you all saved me, for many years, everyday, I felt empty, or pain, I hit my head against the walls in an attempt to bring myself pain, or thought of ways to kill myself, even tried, I hated everything, but mostly myself, and I flung insults at myself everyday, but you, you people, you beautiful, wonderful, amazing people, kept me sane, kept me happy, gave me comfort when I asked for it, and kept me alive, I love you, I love you all, so much, I feel happiness again, thanks to all of you, I know the joy of joy again, thanks to you, I feel alive again, because you were all there for me

And a note to people struggling-it's temporary, all the pain, all the broken feelings, all the sadness, even if it seems hopeless, even if you think you're never getting out, even if you think it's permanent, it isn't, take time for yourself, do what you want to do, relax, try and enjoy life, but don't feel like a frailer if you don't, you are strong, even if you don't think you are, you are wonderful, even if you think your horrible, you don't deserve this, even if you think you do, you can get though this, even if you can only wait it out, you can, I want you to feel the soft warm glow I do from feeling again after all these years, and you can make it, even if you must just sink into the pain for awhile and cry, even if you need someone to hold you up, there are people out there who love you more than the world, and will hold you up as long as you need, will cry with you if you need it, or be your support beam in those tough times

There are amazing people on Tumblr, who I've seen discuss things with people when they need help, I've seen amazing videos by people on YouTube, that seriously help, and if you feel down, even for just a quick pick-me-up, I'd really like you to look any of these things up, they seriously helped me when I was crying myself to sleep each night

Also, Google, if you Google what you feel, or how to help, you'll get something, something helpful, if even in the slightest bit

I used only 's Spotty, and 's Venomfang, since they were the only ones I could do without a ref, and I didn't have internet while I made this


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(Hopefully you can see what I wrote, I can't see it here, but I can see it in Photoshop...it's a ton of insults that I used to yell at myself in the top, and at the bottom, it says "It'll be okay")